Translation of "ozta-ozta" into English

Zuk ez dakizu haur jaioberri bat besoetan hartzen, burua eta besoak eta hankak irristan; zuri erori egingo litzaizuke, lurraren kontra lehertu, isil-isilik, hezur txiki horiek gomazkoak direlako, ez dutelako soinurik ateratzen, ez diotelako beren buruari ere eusten, ozta-ozta eusten diotelako bizitzari.

You do not know how to hold a newborn baby in your arms, the head and the arms and the legs slipping; it would fall from you, shattering against the ground, silently, because those little bones are made of rubber, they do not make any sound, they do not even support themselves, they barely hold onto life.