Translation of "fedheha" into English

Nilijifunza kwamba ni fedheha mno kuongelea jambo hili.

I learned that it is really shameful to talk about it.

Hata hivyo, ofisa huyo alinishauri nitie sahihi hati ya kuacha kile alichokiita “tengenezo lenu lenye fedheha.”

Nevertheless, the officer advised me to sign a statement renouncing what he called “your disgraceful organization.”