Translation of "vibaya" into English

Nilitaka vibaya sana kuacha kiasi kwamba nilikuwa tayari kutumia muda wa ziada kwenye kinanda.

I wanted to quit so badly I was willing to spend extra time on the piano.

Hakuna aliyenilazimisha ama aliyenifanya nihisi vibaya juu ya mtu niliyekuwa.

Neither of them coerced me or made me feel bad about the person I was.

Je! Kuna njia ya kubadilisha matokeo mabaya ya tamaa na vitendo vyetu vibaya?

Is there any way to change the negative consequences of our wrong desires and actions?