Translation of "igarri" into English

Jesusen bisitaren biharamunean, partearen orduan, Maria itzuli zen, maskararen azpian irribarre tragikoa igartzen nion, esan zidan hobera egiten ari zela, nik sinetsi egin nion, nahiz eta, Aitor ZIUan sartu zuten egunean anaiak eta biok Mariarekin izan genuen bilera ezkero, garbi nuen handik ez zela bizirik aterako.

The day after Jesus's visit, during the medical update hour, Maria returned. I could see / perceive / detect a tragic smile beneath her mask. She told me he was getting better, and I believed her, even though ever since the meeting my brother and I had with Maria the day Aitor was admitted to the ICU, I was certain he wouldn't make it out of there alive.