Translation of "occidam" into English

first-person singular present active subjunctive of occīdō "may I fell, may I cut to the ground; may I beat, may I smash, may I crush" "may I kill, may I slay, may I slaughter" ( by extension ) "may I plague to death, may I torture, may I torment, may I pester" ( by extension ) "may I ruin, may I undo, may I bring about the ruin of"